No More Drama & Pain

Drama is defined as an episode that is turbulent or highly emotional

Pain is defined as causing emotional anguish or make miserable

 

Pardon me if neither of these two things are my idea of fun. I could think of so many other things to do than be a part of drama and experience the pain that goes along with it. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I feel like Erykah Badu’s bag lady. If I don’t put these Drama bags down, I am going to miss my bus. I don’t want to miss my bus! God’s got a blessing for me and I am not going to miss it messing around with Drama.

I’m not bitter, I’m just tired. I don’t have the same emotional energy I had at 18 to deal with hardcore drama and pain. I used to be able to bounce back, forgive, forget and move on. Now I forgive and move on. Drama leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.  I have been trained to avoid it. If I can’t walk around it, I try to jump over it. If I can jump over it, then I try to go underneath it. For some reason Drama has my name attached to it and I always end up having to bust right through it. Thank you Jesus for the inate stregnth that you have given me to cope with life. Everything is Drama: work, school, family, internal anguish, plans, goals.

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